Day 9: As silly as it sounds

Food:

• 2 slices of cherry pie (not in one sitting, mind you *wink*)
• turkey
• bowl of stuffing
• ham
• croissant roll with butter
• 2 cups of hot water with lemon juice, 3 glasses of water

Body:

• walked 2 miles with the pups to the park, sat and prayed for 10 minutes (out loud!)...I could have just been a crazy lady talking to an imaginary friend in the park, but I hope God (if He is out there even? I dunno haven't met God yet) was listening...
• sprinted 1/4 mile at the track, 75 jumping jacks, arms rolls, 30 lunges, 20 sit ups,
• 10 minute stroll with dogs

Face:

I will try the lemon sugar scrub followed by oatmeal banana whipping cream mask...both are always delightful.

My red spots are going down down down, I continue to feel the detox/cleanse of my system, even if I threw it off course a wee bit yesterday.

Must drink tons more water as I have intense workouts planned for tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!

Spirit:

This is where I feel silly. I prayed today for the motivation to do something to "turn my life around". Let's just say things aren't exactly peachy at the moment. There's a lot of things I need to do differently. I used to be a highly motivated individual and I have been told numerous times about my potential. Call me silly but I believed those people. I just want to experience a form of success and take care of a lot of worries I have...I know that this economic recession sucks, but I feel like I could have done a lot of things differently these past 2 years....

The one thing that currently makes me happy is blogging, especially about food. I have a lot of recipe ideas in my head. I will be trying them out of over the course of these next few weeks.

I am very excited about one thing I am starting: my cooking show on Youtube. I'm doing it tomorrow, I have no more excuses! I know it could easily be seen as silly, but I think it will turn out to be great fun and a hobby of sorts...Who knows? Maybe I'll be an Internet celebrity? *Gush* Who knows, maybe I'll ask Kathy Griffin (another cheeky red head) to be on my cooking show because she's all about her little concept of hers known as the "D List." And if I may flatter her (because I know famous gals like her take time to diligently follow my skin improvement blog, hahaha) I would have to refer to myself as a wannabe "D list" Youtuber...But those are some of my many fantasies playing around in my idle head...idle of "practical" solutions to my current issues.

On the plus side, again, as silly as it sounds, the fact that I've taken control over my skin in such a brief time period, or rather, seen substantial progress in my face, that I feel confident to improve other areas of my life.

God, this is boring and perhaps a little whiny, a little depressing... I think I made God yawn today with my troubles, wishes, and dreams. Sorry God, I must sound so silly. :P Prove me, wrong, God! Hahaha! Why, you're not supposed to test God! Hehehe....

Silly willy billy hilly nilly philly,

Jennifer